emily, im sat here trying to find the words i feel knowing that its been two years and i just cant. it hurts so much knowing that ill never get to see you smile or hear you laugh again and i still cant believe it. its not fair. i wish you could see all that has happened in the past two years and i hope that youre proud of me. i miss you and will never stop missing you, you kind and beautiful soul. i love you, always and forever. <3